I wanna make you hurt as much as you’ve hurt me. I want your eyes to water as you see me kiss someone else in front of you. I want you to hear me repeat all of the whispered words and pretty lies I said to you, to someone else. I want you to remember how it felt when we fucked; when you called my name, pulled my hair, suckled at my chest and bit my neck, and I want you to imagine someone else making me feel those things. I want you to feel your bones break when I hug you, your heart shatter when I smile at you, you head spin when you hear my voice. I want you to feel like I am your everything, your light, your only hope for breath. And I want you to know what it feels like to never be able to breathe again.
old golden retrievers are one of the purest forces of good on this planet